Not Exactly Love At First Sight Maybe Not Even Friendship

It's never love at first sight.
Why on earth would it be?
Truth is it needs to grow and can easily pass you by any moment
All we need to do is recognize it and tackle it until its clasped in the palm of your hands tightly against your chest as if you could never let it go, i'm not just talking about that cute guy you have a crush on or that lead singer in the band you love but also your little kitten you take home that first day or the moment you realize the guy you've been waiting for has been standing right in front of you the whole time.

OF COURSE I KNOW THAT SOUNDS SO VERY "CLICHE"
But it's so true, why fall for the guy thats just cute and sweet and happens to have the sexiest accent when the ONE guy you can be yourself around is right there!!! He's the guy who put up with you and all your terrible boyfriends and your wimpering over them, he made you laugh and you guys had a great day at the beach just being mates. That moment you felt a little weird when he grabbed your hand as you fell off the skim board or gave you a look of longing and you just brushed it off.

Well why the F**K do we just ignore it!!! Because we are so bloody scared that we make our short lives a little more miserable waiting for them to do the job when really we are of the females species who can give birth, cry in public, brush off getting called skank!slut!whore! we just take it all and most the time act like we ignore it, not many people will ever see who we really are because we are amazingly good at putting on an act so why don't we take away our 'character' and be ourselves and just go up to that guy and say "Dude you are my best friend and i love you" Don't act flirty or shy just do it!!!

.....but of course we DON'T! why not?
because we are so damn worried about our friendship, GIRLS we love the male species and can't get enough of them but in the end our friendship matters most to us girl or guy, we don't want that to change and sometimes sucking it up just isn't worth it. Sometimes the people that we love will have to wait because no matter how short our lives are so long as we are happy and enjoy ourselves have fun and LIVE IT we should be alright for now.


yet again i doubt this shall be read but really this was to help me with confusion because being confused and making a choice is the hardest thing to do because each decision affects your life one way or another and sometimes it sure is sh*t scary!


T Hunt